it has been a while since i have written anything, and i am in a dilemma. i have thought about only two possible outcomes, either i leave, or i stay. okay here it is,  my roommate and i have been having some issues lately. she cant stay away. she puts me down every chance she gets, that i "cant do anything", although i do every thing. while she is out having fun, i wash the dishes, clean the rest of the kitchen living room, and fold her clothes, sometimes i even clean her room for her, just because she asked me to. ugh, this irritates me to a point where even my intellectual power fails me. yes i am a nerd, and yes, i am attractive, as i have been told, but i am EXTREMELY shy, so i guess that is a "turn off",but enough about me, i need help, what d i do?

Life How it Is

Is this world really what it seems? Dose it consist solely of smiles, laughs, and keen remarks from everyone? No. it doesn't.  So why should we keep up this facade? There is no complete happiness, you can be happy, happier than you have ever been in your life, but is it enough?  That question has no right or wrong answer. But if you know happiness, then you must know anguish, despondency, distress, unhappiness, you know that you are happy because you know that your not sad. I have pondered this for many long, sleepless nights, why is it that in order to be happy, you must have been sad? Is this some sort of punishment that God has made in order to be grateful? Ahh, the subject of religion fantasizes me, but that is a topic of another day. For now, think what you think is best.
                                                                                             -G

What are we doing?

Okay so every one knows about the law passed in Arizona about the immigrants? Well, what are we doing? I mean they are human too. I may not be one, but do you think that, just because they are immigrants that we have the right to judge them based on their appearance? I thought this is suppose to be a free country, I love the country that i live in but, and I'm pretty sure they came here for a reason. They want jobs, or freedom, and we can give it to them. Why not let them take them? If we don't want them, they do. honestly, do you think that a pharmacist that was fired would want a job scrubbing toilets, or cleaning up after people? No, they won't. So whats so bad about them? If we got rid of them, our economy would collapse...even more. They have children that need them, and they cant go with their parents because they we not born there, so what leave their children parent less? i think i have made my argument clear, but in the end, you think what you think is best.
                                                                                              -G